the First and the Last

Below is my first english blog ...and may be the last...haha

It's not about how long you live, but whether you lead a meaningful life. But I am utterly disappointed with myself...

I work hard all my life with the aim to lead a good life after retirement but heaven is depriving me of a chance to turn old. Urh......I know, i can accept that life and death are all part and parcel of life.....but it's really unfair. Haiz..people like to advise me, instead of grieving over it, why not be optimistic about it?  It's easy for you to say since you aren't in my shoes.

haha.. luckily now is under control. I'd want to prolong my life, of course.  But going for treatment is out of the question. If I'm destined to die, I can't possibly live. Might as well leave everything to fate. Haiz...My days are numbered. I just want to enjoy life. It crossed my mind to make the people around me happy. When i see the smiles on other people's faces, I'll be filled with a sense of satisfaction and that's real happiness! What I'm trying to say is, it's luckier to give than to take.

Since last week, I got my super plan.



...lastly, it's totally my movie world's life. I enjoyed it very much. Wish me all the best. Big thanks.


Sincerely from Anthony TAN.

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人的一生，不应该就只是这样。
也许，我们还会有再见的一天。

祝福大家！！一连发了三个早上恐怖的梦，我想等会我又要发梦了。